Most days, it stayed at home. Resting quietly on a dresser, a bookshelf, or beside the bed. Always there. Never asking for attention. She would pass it dozens of times without thinking.
Until one of those moments arrived.
The moments no one else could see. A difficult day. A long journey. An empty seat beside her. A memory that appeared out of nowhere.
On those days, she would pick it up. Its cool weight settling into her hands. Familiar. Comforting. Real. For a moment, her thumb would move slowly across its surface. Not searching for anything. Simply remembering.
People often think that memories live in our minds. But some memories live elsewhere. In our hands. In the objects we reach for without thinking. In the things we keep close, not because we need them, but because they help us feel close to someone else.
Most days, that feeling was enough. The scarab would remain where it belonged. Waiting quietly. But sometimes she would take it with her. Carefully placed in her bag before leaving home. Not because she couldn't let go. And not because she was holding on. But because certain days ask for a little more courage than others. A little more comfort. A little more presence.
She rarely took it out. She didn't need to. Knowing it was there was often enough. A quiet reassurance. A familiar weight. A companion for the road ahead. Not a reminder of what was lost. But a reminder of what remains.
Because some people never truly leave us.
They simply find a different way to stay close.












